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Name: Aiza
Country: Philippines
Birthday: 7/14/1986
Gender: Female


Interests: I like reading, writing, taking pictures (me most of the time...vanity rocks) I like designing my own clothes, I love dolls, I draw most of the time (when Im bored and dont have internet.) j-pop, j-rock...wahhh....glay!!gackt!! ohhh and aloooot more cute dudes slash girls! wehehehe...bi people I think their cool!
Expertise: I dont really know where Im good at. But I do know I give advices to some people who needs em. I draw (but Im not sure if Im really good) I do poems (but can only do dark ones, dunno why) Im good in being happy... Im good in being optimistic... Im the best in being lazy!!! and the greatest in being braindead!
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 1/29/2004

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Friday, July 06, 2007

heartbroken...

I was carried away with somethink that I thought I could contain in my grasp. I feel like the past few months was just a dream, a dream that was almost to real and while it was still at that state... It was okay to say "forever"..and that made all sense when I knew that I had to wake up and see reality... which was more of a nightmare. you see goodness when you allow yourself to see it, when you get stuck in a place you dont want to end up in..you find it the darkest of time, and you feel like the world is againts you, you want to die... but when you decide to move on.. when you decide make something out of the impossible.. I guess you are able to find happiness in the sadest time.. I mean you make something that will tell you " hey, this aint so bad after all"

get what I mean... I trying to get there... :'(


Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Realizing.. coz its gone

"If you judge people, you have no time
to love them."
-MOther Teresa.

everyday..you take a step in to
something you are not aware of. YOu do
things and your not awake to the fact
that...your making your way through
another world. to Some, two diffrent
worlds dont stay together,but
sometimes they meet.... and you meet
someone who is totaly difrent from
you..he flips you upside down, messes
you mind..and makes you feel the
stranges...but thats what "diffrent"
means... you take a step... when you
stop judging you learn... to love
something that isnt so messed up after
all. you learn to accept.. you learn
to forgive, and when you do that...
thats when you can say.. two diffrent
worlds....can actually be
together..its hard to let go something
you took time to learn from...
apparently, it works only for some..


Tuesday, May 01, 2007

LOVE...

We live in this world where in problems are forever and where confusion becomes more of an alternative for an escape rather than a basic instinct. I am profoundly amazed on how much my prospective changed in viewing a lot of things, insignificant or not. I am very happy, that I have or was able to convince myself that there is more to whatever lies beneath the word “love”, “Life” and “Happiness”.

My main topic in this short essay is about my witness of love. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, this is my own understanding, so if I may…

To some people love can be to over rated. If this were true, I could say the same thing with hate, sadness and loneliness. All of this falls under one word which we dissect to classify things to much. It happens to anyone. Whether they got it coming or not, whether they want it or not, it’s too common to be denied, it’s called, drama.

Contrary to what other people think, drama is part of living now. It could be a rare necessity but taking it out of consideration is like taking friction from life as well.

Love, again, is a word that we use all the time and at the same time we abuse. Through this evolves a certain love story, the ideal one that everyone would impulsively hold on to for their inferior sake of living, now in my own opinion, that’s what you call over rated drama. Saying or using the word love is one thing, actually feeling it is an entirely different story and you’ll be surprise that it’s not that simple and that it can even happened to the most unusual of all people. Love it self is confusion; but wait till you feel it, you’ll never know what hit you.

It takes a lot of effort to understand what love is or how it is to love unconditionally, it takes a lot of courage however to literally…fall in love, be in love, stay in love, and be happy.

I’ve heard that is was “William Shakespeare” who said that love is blind, for those who hasn’t heard or read about whoever I mentioned, then you have seriously lost touch of what dreams and a bit of reality is actually made of, for your sake then, his like the like the Madonna of love. Anyway, I could never agree more. Trust me that’s a big thing that I’ve agreed to that, because I’ve always been a sad contradiction when it came to this area.

As short as it may seem, William would have never written this in the first place if it weren’t done through serious contemplations and ceaseless proof to whatever made him say that line. We just learn to accept someone we love.


Thursday, March 29, 2007

hostility...

I am secretly in rage...(this keybord Im using is soooo hard)

Ive been so out of touch with my blog....now i have something to write about.. and of all things its a rant...im sad and unhappy and thats not a good thing if your on vacation...(its incredibly hard...the buttons...).

and i want to write all about it but.. ive got cuzins looking over my shoulder......and I feel that any sec now they'll be ruling the world .. and Ill be on the foot for the trone with a jesters hat.. yadayada...laughing..laughing...Im at their hous anyway....so next time.

 


Sunday, February 18, 2007

song stuck....

thank you dwyt... I love the song so much.... it is so sexy.. makes me wanna dance drunk.. hehehe oooppsss.. hehehe thank you.. I'm going through a little bit of a hard time right now.. lets just hope I get through it.. thank you so much.



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